:: I think I'm having diarrhoea. I don't actually remember what I ate, though. Maybe I'm eating too much these days. I'm just a bit freaked out at the thought of gaining back my shedded extras. I have a feeling I might somehow. Endless munching, that's the sin. I'm always eating when I have a lot of work, when I don't feel good. When I feel tense. When I'm depressed. Maybe I am a little depressed at the moment. Does anyone out there understand this scenario where you feel down, depressed without reasons at all? It's just a feeling. No big explosive reasons for it though. Just the waking up feeling in the morning and you know somehow your hair will be bad, and you'll start the day (and end the da) with a frown on the face, or a little exaggeratingly - with quivering lips trying to fight back some fucked up stored emotions. But when you really think about it, there's no reason to be sad/depressed/down about? It's all - just a FEELING. I somehow feel there's sometimes no reasons to my feelings. But I'm always shot to reason them everytime I attempt to voice out. So, if YOU out there knows what I'm talking about, and you're human...then I guess I'm human, too. ::